Vivienne Mary Trelease

1998 my year from hell. Not sure what I did to deserve it but my Mum and Dad died 7 weeks apart from unrelated incidents. Mum 11 years on and I still miss you so much. I know you and Dad are with me lots of the time. The song I had at your funerals reminds me of that by always coming on the radio when I am in a dilemma or upset and down. The children you have blessed me with are another sign you are still there for me- my gorgeous son Owen born 8 days after Dad's birthdate, same star sign and my beautiful daughter Erin born on your birthdate exactly, also therefore same star sign. I feel they are little versions of you. But how I wish they could meet and know you on this level and that you were there for us. But I am a stronger, better person for what has happened to me and for that I am thankful. I have so much compassion for people in similar positions to me and it has made me realise my purpose in life and to enjoy each day one day at a time. I'm in no rush, I have two gorgeous children to nurture but I will be glad when we meet again! Love you and miss you every day, hope you are proud of me.

Heaps of my love,

Vicky xXx